Bintang Syurga

Assalamualaikum.

Biar darah jadi baja

biar tulangku menjadi tonggaknya

Islam tetap di puncak

biar imanku terus melonjak

  

Aku tegar 

aku rela

sekalipun aku dihenyak 

Burung-burung hijau terbang

Oh ku tenang melayang

syurga firdausi menunggu ku datang 

bidadari pun tersenyum

merindu cumbu harum 

di saat cinta mekarku bercantum

  

Pergiku tak kembali

kerana memburu nikmat syurgawi

itulah yang hakiki itu yang abadi

dan ku tidak mati

bahkan hidup dengan rezki dari Ilahi

  

Kejayaan (kejayaan)

kebahagiaan (kebahagiaan)

bintang syuhada yang dirindukan

  

Datang datanglah wahai syahid 

dambaan mujahid

aku relakan sakit yang sedikit

  

Dari tahanan sementara

biar aku nestapa

demi bahagia untuk selamanya

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"Semua orang impikan untuk syahid dijalan Allah, tapi tak semua orang berani untuk berhadapan dengan musuh Allah. Semoga Allah kuatkan kita, wahai syabab." - youtube

Setuju sangat. Dan diri ini pun masih belum sempurna untuk berdiri didepan-Mu, Ya Allah. Bantulah diri ini agar tak lemah dan tunduk akur kepada duniawi. Allahu. :') 

Berat amat berat mengalas amanat ini. Tapi, kita sebagai umat Islam harus sedaya upaya hari demi hari bangkit tegakkan agama kita, Islam. Ayuhh syabab syabab sekalian. ~

-this song i found when i scroll about arwah Ahmad Ammar bin Ahmad Azam.-

Pilihan

Assalamualaikum.

Attention : This entry is mixed up with BM + BI. Jangan konfius naa. ;)

Sumber ; sendirianberhad

Sekarang, pergi jenjalan dekat mana-mana, jumpa orang yang kenal, mesti tanya ;

"Dah abis ke belajar nye? Pastu lepas ni nak sambung mane?"

For that statement, I think I do not have finalize answer tho till now. But, me as usual ask my parents first which University should I apply, do I have to wait for one year, what course should I take for degree [random questions about course + university].


**Remember ; Family comes first than anything else - always keep in mind**

*For me, priority on family because they are everything to me yeah same with you [if you can put yourself in my shoes].


So, what I answered to them for that 'tricky' question, first I smiled and bismillah ;

"Tunggu nak apply masuk uni yang sama gak untuk kemasukan degree bulan 9 ni. In sha Allah kalau takde ape aral. I'm doing for the sake of Ummi & Abah sebab diaorang nak ada anak yang selalu dekat senang boleh pergi jenguk kalau rasa rindu"

Berharap takde yang pertikaikan lagi jawapan (atau lebih tepat - alasan! hahaha) diatas.



It is not like I'm the one who cannot live without my parents's visit once on fortnight, but once my parents request for me to just stay at Terengganu, I cannot do anything else (except if I already married). May be they thought I'm the only child which they could hang on.

My siblings above than me (3 brothers, 2 sisters), all went to overseas, further their studies and when my turn, unluckily, I cannot further my study oversea because of my SPM's result (not as good as theirs'). But, I'm okay with it. (pujukdirisendiri)

'At times you may think everything is going wrong, yet you don't realize that Allah is setting everything right' - encikgoogle

And I believe that Allah already set up everything right for me starting when I got offer letter from UniSZA, and I could not expect that Ummi's expression that time was so happy and I became speechless when Ummi asked me to accept it rather than going to matriculation. Serious.

Tiktoktiktok.

Now, Alhamdulillah with du'a from Ummi & Abah, I can survive till the end of Diploma in Law's course. (felling relief now + bebas!)

What I can say ; tough really tough and for juniors may be on first year all of you do not feel pressure yet but when you up to second year which is final year, the pressure slowly come and if LPBQ come again, the time you with the lecturers will become limited and may be (I just said) most off classes will be cancel and cover up with replacement classes.

(Replacement classes are so tired + not get enough time + cannot stay relax)

This is based on my experience and at the end, I got which I called ; mata panda. 


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All this about the choice. I choose to follow decision from my parents ; study Law (but not to become legal advisor funny rite?)


Your choice? 

*Make sure you made wise decision because this about your life.*







#nowreading;anthembyhlovate

Merdeka!

Assalamualaikum. Olla *blogberhabukk*

Unofficially graduated from Law School ! Alhamdulillah feels great. ^-^

Diploma in Law ; 030613 - 070615

#classmatescunkacak

Memperkenalkan barisan barisan budak lelaki pempuan kelas yang sangat sporting & sangat suka amik gambar dimana jua kita berada #cewahhhhh 


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Sepanjang 2 tahun kita berkenalan, berkawan, bergurau mesra, fews things that I want to say ;

1) Terima kasih sebab pilih diri ini menjadi sebahagian daripada warga FUUHA walaupun kita dari berlainan negeri bak kata orang ; perantauan kikiki


2) Ingat lagi masa first first masuk, kawan pertama ialah Dayini except Ima, Jibah, Syu (sebab dah kenal dari SHAMS hehe peacee). Kalau ikutkan memang tak tau Dayini, my ummi's student tapi ummi awal awal masa jumpa dia introduce Dayini tu siapa. So, I became her friend. Starting from there, we move from one day to another day .... lastly, we have one group called ; Favoritas [currently called as ; I <3 Favoritas] and members ; Syu, Jibah, Ima, Dayini, Azu, Mira, Ama, and of course ME! ;) recently added ; Cik Qis. And thanks to Favoritas because not miss my birthday date. They might not celebrate on that B-day but they celebrate when all of us have free time. Thanks buat surprise mengejut tengah tengah hujan waktu time sedap tidur. Thanks for Secret Recipe's and baby blue shawl. Really love it :*


3) As the time move, zaman dah berubah, dunia dah maju, I started be friends with Azimah wa Azrini wa Azeera [starting from sem 4/5 i guess tapi berkepit 24/7 starting from sem 5]. Not very close friends but they make me always feels comfortable when i with both of them include Mira. Thanks to both of you because accept me as one of your friend. I really miss kita berjimba bersama keluar malam malam semata mata nak minum air gelas besar hahahaha [this one suggestion by Azrini]. Seriously, our habits are SAME! Kalau kitaorang nak keluar pi mana mana, we always make decision last minute [this is true]. That's why I really love be friend with both of you. Thanks :*


4) As for my besties ; Mira. Thanks for all your helps back days. I do not know how I want to reply all your kindness seriously. Thanks to be with me from up and down, when I'm in trouble [i guess always hahahaha]. Thanks for listening to my 'bleberness' hahaha. Thanks for being patience along with me. Thanks for everything! See you soon on September :*


5) Lots thanks to all my groupmates [how many groups i did not remember because every subject at least we have 2 groups] thanks for all your cooperation and I apologize if I commit any wrong. Tanpa korang, diri ini mungkin takkan abis Diploma hahahaha. Sebab I really know Law course sangat berat untuk kita sorang sorang tempuh right? Dengan study groups dan tutorials group mungkin sikit sebanyak tolong kita sukses. Kan? ;)


6) Thanks to all my lecturers especially Madam Lily Suryati because she taught us every sem hahaha since first sem. We with you Madam since you still hold title 'Miss'. Thanks for inviting all of us to your wedding and sorry for our behavior which I can say ; childish.


7) Last but not least, thanks to Allah for giving me a chance to learn or study law by getting offer from Universiti Sultan Zainal Abidin (UniSZA). From first day I became law student, I do not expect that I will finish this course. But, Alhamdulillah with help from Abah, Ummi, family, classmates and also du'a, I already finish my law course. In sha Allah will further to Degree, Master and may be PhD.


*We do not realize that we making too much memories. Though I feels like want to write all my stories here, but I cannot. Don't ask me why. ;)*

p/s ; "Ummi, Abah, your daughter now already finished her Diploma in Law and soon will further her study. Thanks to both of you for always with me when I feels like to give up. I love both of you" - sincerely ; your daughter

Next journey begins ...
Bismillah